† Virulent Artificer †

Dae'll Bizro.
Crystal | Balmung/Mateus.
EST.

i might be in too much debt,

with the hell in my head.

the nervous ticks — the twitch in my neck,
i'll never repress it.

play guide.

leave me in the dark,
leave me with these things.

rules.

ooc.

18+ only, please.
I will not do noncon, one-shots or ERP in general. People get weird, man. Don't be weird. I'm fine with the build up but it will be faded at some point.
IC is not OOC, should go without saying honestly.
Dae explores a few 'darker' themes that may be considered triggering. This is the only warning.
If issues of any sort ever arise, please come to me. I'm pretty tame and I would rather have the awkward conversation than allow negative feelings to fester, even if I'm blissfully oblivious to them. This is supposed to be fun for everyone and that can't happen without proper communication. <3

Hi, hello! I'm 30+, married and have been RPing for over 20 years.Large crowds and new people make me anxious but I absolutely love walkups!Prone to random afks.I enjoy playing supporting characters for others stories so if you have any ideas you've been sitting on feel free to throw them my way as I have a large roster!

tell me that you love me,

i know all your talk is cheap.

baby i'm a code mistake,
i was never meant to be

Arrow Up

dossier.

i'm not your monkey.

  name.    dae bizro.
  age.    24.
  race.    miqo'te.
  birthday / nameday.     october 26th.
  astrological sign.   scorpio.
  gender.     male.
  pronouns.     he/him.
  sexuality.     omnisexual, masculine leaning.

  height.     5'8.
  weight.     152 ponzes.
  hair color.     black.
  eye color.     seafoam green.
  skin tone.     sandy.
  notable features.     numerous tattoos have coalesced into an amalgamation of ink covering his body. When peering through the hourglass upon his back, extensive scarring of thick lines can be seen and it's obvious many, many more are lurking beneath the ink.

  job occupation.    bartender | toxic alchemist | mascot
  place of origin.     unknown.
  home.    currently residing at Shady's with a workshop in the Limsa area.
  family.     sister: Zalaena Cloudsworn.
  marital status.     single.
  playlist.   ♫♪♫
  tumblr.   if you're into that, can be found here.

  d&d alignment.     chaotic good.
  mbti.     intp-t.
  likes.     playing guitar. drinking. storms. moko. pole dancing. dumpster diving through the universe. what?
  dislikes.     deserts. vegetables. brandy.
  virtues.     loyalty. integrity. observant. adaptable. patient.
  flaws.     lustful. self-destructive. paranoid. apathetic.

i'm not your puppet.

personality. Which one?It's becoming more difficult to tell on any given day if you're going to get the vibrant, life-loving Dae most have come to know or something a little more somber. Struggling with the duality of recent revelations and heartbreak he's lost a lot of wind in those happy little sails of his and he lacks the energy to portray the bright facade he once maintained most days. Words, however, especially when it comes to emotions, are still very hard for him.On a good Dae^tm? He'll act like his 'normal' flirtatious and playful self but underneath it all the man is
d r o w n i n g.

headcanon one. Dae suffers from absence seizures which lead to some really wild, vivid hallucinations that play into his paranoia.
headcanon two. When left to his own devices, he is most likely playing his guitar, enough so that callouses often dot his fingers.
headcanon three.He thoroughly believes he will meet his end in a desert and is most comfortable when around bodies of water or caught in the middle of a storm.

.

i'm just a fleabag.

STATS	RATING
health	★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆
strength	★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
tenacity	★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆
stamina	★★★★★★★☆☆☆
intelligence	★★★★★★★☆☆☆
dexterity	★★★★★★☆☆☆☆
perception	★★★★★★★★☆☆
creativity	★★★★★★☆☆☆☆
charisma	★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆
social skills	★★★★★★★☆☆☆
empathy	★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆
confidence	★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

i wanna turn back time.

i wanna fix the way i was designed.

crawl behind my eyes
and kill my stale state of mind.

Arrow Up

hooks.

who the hell have i become?

hook one. You've been in/around Shady's.hook two. Maybe you've heard of his aptitude for poisons or have purchased from him before?hook three. Maybe he's your dealer?

more coming soon.

hook four. Maybe you hooked up after some party?hook five. Maybe you just want conversation?hook six. I don't know, I'm bad at these. Just walk up! ♥

i promise. maybe.

counting hours in between my doses?

a jaded man with shaky hands,

holding on to what he can't let go of.
and now, i'm terrified.